Today I woke up early, prepare tea for my husband before he went to work. It's been almost a year and we will have our wedding anniversary on 6 June 2011. Well, that's is not the issue. The issue is about myself who eager to know what my ex-bf doing. I dont have to mentioned who, it's enough if I hold the secret to myself.
I open my facebook. start searching for him and in 5 minutes, I found him, I go through his wall and info and I saw his status is in relationship. I was not suprised at all...well, a little bit. But at the same time I feel happy for him. He has met his love anyway. I feel guilty since I left him behind because I think he is not good enough for me.
In a relationship with...there is a name publish. I investigate 'her'. read her blog an I touched when she is really in love with him and they have known since childhood. She wrote about him, about how much she appreciate him. I feel relieve and thankful. Now, I dont need to worry about him anymore. Well, it is not a good attitude to be a stalker at your own ex-bf. Me myself also think that I'm crazy. but, this is just for my satisfaction.
I will not add him and/or her to my friend list. I dont want to destroy this loving couple moment. They deserve it. I pray that they will get marry and happy ever after. I hope the searching over right here.
I have start my life with my marriage and I will not regret it. I have found someone who is already good enough for me. The one who I love with all my heart. My Darling...Zaidi.
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